There is so much you don’t know, and so much I wish I had the courage to tell you.
So many things, That I want to tell you. So many things, I wish for you to know. So many things, I know you’ll never know.
The way you make me feel is unbelievable. Every chance that came around I stood up for you, I took your hand and showed you how to fight for what you needed, what you deserved. When you were wrong, I still stood by your side and helped you realize how to fix it, how to keep your friends. You think it’s okay to walk away from me? To just give up. To tell me that I’m “blowing things out of proportion.” Make me feel like a worthless piece of shit. Well guess what, Now for once, I am going to blow things way out of fucking proportion. I hope that you feel exactly how I feel. I hope you stay awake every single night thinking like I did, and I hope you beat yourself up every single mother fucking day.