“What’s the difference?” I asked him. “Between the love of your life, and your soulmate?”
“One is a choice, and one is not.”Tarryn Fisher, Mud Vein (via quotes-shape-us)
i’m frequently visited by three spirits at night
- the ghost of i fucked up
- the ghost of i’m currently fucking up
- and the ghost of i’m probably going to fuck up in the future
It’s the silliest thing to say. You and I together were like children’s favorite part about camping or bonfires. We were the s’mores… Yes that gooey golden marshmallow and the velvety chocolate in between those two graham crackers. You melted for me as I melted for you. Stuck together to create the greatest thing out there. The perfect match that everyone could see. but also when you pull apart one from the other you leave pieces of yourself on the other. Your not the same as you were by yourself or together. Your just this single mess that no one wants to deal with…..isn’t it just the silliest thing to say?(via teenage-antidote)
"You’re setting yourself up." "Don’t be so stupid" "I need help cleaning, I’m sick of the house being so messy." "I love you." "I’m always going to be right." "Actions speak louder than words." "When are you going to see your boyfriend?" "Is that the kind of life you want to lead?" "I don’t enjoy watching other people being pushed down." "No you don’t understand." Every night I replay my entire day. These are just some of the few things people have said to me today that affected me highly. I want to rip my brain out and leave it on my desk that way I can have a little sleep for once. Tonight’s one of those nights where I stare at my ceiling and debate every possible aspect of my life. Nights like these make me want to crawl into my bed for the rest of my life. Nights like these I get so terribly sad and I wonder why I don’t have someone to hold on to late at night. I wonder why I can’t find someone who enjoys spending everyday with me. These long nights just make me really sad.